Today I thought of all our stories, even the most ridiculous that hurt me so much, and I needed to say: A toast to you that hurt me deeply when you realized that it wasn’t all you needed, and you decided to look for someone elsewhere. who was really extraordinary to satisfy your ego and stimulate your masculinity, leaving me totally unaware of what was going on.
You decided to leave and decided that our relationship was not a problem, so you packed your bags and left, that’s why I offered you this toast, because if it hadn’t been the case I wouldn’t have found the wonderful woman I have. Become.
- After letting so many things happen.
- I was able to live really.
- Without mask.
- The stories that populated my dreams.
- I have traveled the world.
- I have learned two languages.
- I have met different people.
- I have signed up for a course that I wanted to do for a long time.
- I have been doing DIY.
- I have been circling looking for solutions or just not being without doing my part in all this work.
- I have defined my priorities and I have discovered that I do not like to go out every Friday.
- That I like to be alone with a good film and a glass of wine.
- That I need space and that you did not give it.
- I prioritized my momentary joys.
- I went in search of a dream.
- I sang and danced in the rain in the middle of the carnival.
- All because you made me lose so much.
- Until I got lost yourself you decided it was better to leave.
- He gave me no guarantees and I didn’t.
- I don’t even want to.
- But he announced his cowardly departure.
- Blaming me for his mistakes.
- So dear:.
I thought of the two of us, I remembered our moments and how stupid I had been to want it to be forever, then I thought about how many stories I would stop living alone to dedicate myself to a relationship that promised to have nothing to offer, but I’m telling you, I’d still relive everything to get up to date and become exactly that person I’ve become today.
Thank you for leaving me, for not taking my compulsive crying seriously, asking me to stay. If you had really come back, I might never have known the extraordinary thing about life, I wouldn’t have climbed the highest peak alone, I wouldn’t have let it all live for a while, and I wouldn’t have. this journey alone on the mountain. As you decided to leave with your mediocrity, I knew my best version, I was able to live with myself and overcome my greatest fears, including the possibility of losing it forever.
People still ask me about you and my line is: a toast to it!That deserves my thanks. Otherwise, how would I become an expert in Thai cuisine if I stayed in this supposedly happy little life I thought I’d lead?If he thought everything could be without me, I was sure that without him I was my world and that I was enough for every dive into a different sea. He’s gone, but he didn’t do the best he could.
This one was saved because I couldn’t stand me being good at anything, so I had to choke on hypocritical comments to reaffirm his manhood so visibly engaged, his fear of not doing it was halfway and it was never anything, just someone who grew up or didn’t grow up alive.
Here’s to a long time, with every prayer I appreciate the opportunity I had to have you in my life, everyone needs to traverse the dark valley of wonder to find paradise, and with me it would be no different. I had to meet someone, who made me unhappy in every way possible and who composed this misfortune so well by abusing the feeling of love that I thought I felt, putting in my insecurities and doubts possible.
A toast to you that you decided that you no longer wanted a relationship and that you didn’t even realize that I wasn’t a relationship, that I’m in the flesh, that I would change over time, that things wouldn’t change. You won’t be the same forever, but you didn’t know it, you just thought you didn’t want to be arrested, you left, you left with everything you had, yet it didn’t take my heart away, and only today that I understand that only then would I live the fantastic, so a thousand gifts for you and wish you good luck!