It’s very easy to say that you’re strong all the time, but especially when we’re in a phase of change, discovery, self-known, it’s not uncommon to have relapses. In my case, act by impulse, haste? and then there is always truth and repentance. Don’t feel guilty: relapse is part of the process.
There’s no change overnight. Imagine changing 29 years in a year and a half?Habits, beliefs, false truths that lead in us since we were little and have been repeated so many times that in the end we believe?It’s not easy.
- The better you feel.
- The more tests will come.
- The happier you feel.
- The more unhappy people will try to hurt you.
- Embarrass you.
- Judge you.
- And if you absorb it.
- You will become their equal and react without thinking.
- Giving them what they so desired.
That’s the reaction the provocateur wants. In this way, you will be at the same level as him, in which he has more experience, you will lose your balance and react as you expect, which, of course, is not good.
Who does not feel complete, who is not happy, often closes in a world of depression and sadness. Others try to convey their bitterness so that happy people feel like themselves. No case deserves anger. These are cases that require treatment.
After reacting as expected by the people I mentioned earlier, I sat down and remembered the whole trip I’ve been on for almost two years. I remembered all the words I read, the teachings I received, the things I learned about myself in therapy, in yoga, and I began to meditate. I do this every day, but I did more. I didn’t ask for anything. I just appreciate it. What is said is that when you realize the mistake, it’s a sign that you’re waking up.
I felt peace. I passed the problems on to those who needed to solve them and pondered more. Thanks for waking up, thanks for being alert. I thanked him for being sane enough to go through everything. And then things started to clear up and settle down. And my faith has only grown.
Don’t get vengeful, don’t suffer, don’t hurt those who hurt you. Everyone is responsible for their own karma. Be kind, peaceful, loving, not just outside. He must have come from within. You have to be honest. Work on it and it will gradually become natural. Be a better human being. Don’t let the bitterness of the world influence your character, it’s a job for life.
The world is already full of bitterness. Be good. Be good, know what you want people to be with you, anyone who is not good will leave. The one who is good will stay, that does not mean that you will not find difficult and bad people, but little by little you will be able to handle them better.
You’re responsible for your karma. Just as others are responsible for yours, do not absorb. Be strong. And even the world’s biggest storm can’t bring it down, no matter how many relapses it has.
namaste