Every once in a while I want to disappear. And throw away the first stone he never wanted.
I want to get rid of boring commitments, hypocritical conversations, people who only want everyone’s good except their own. Disappearing from the red lighthouse, the fight that never ends, the noise of the neighbors, the lack of freedom, the one that absorbs energy, the lack of perspective.
- I want to disappear from the daily life of rice and beans.
- From the impoverished routine.
- From the world of things that suffocate us and force us to become a statue.
- Or distill a lack of flavor in life.
- There are things to ban: disrespect.
- Lack of love.
- Discouragement.
- Lack of elegance.
- Lack of intelligence.
- Disagreement between people.
- EXCUSES for those who don’t need and don’t want to listen.
- Not even worry.
I want to disappear to represent what is in the script, make everything square, be permissive without realizing it, not understanding the other, or making me understand, having to hurry when I want to go slowly (and vice versa), and contemplate only what I desire as reality.
I want to get rid of fast food, clutter in the streets, lack of money, the cries of others, look at disapproval and withdrawal from consideration.
Every time I want to disappear I get a little undone, I disintere, I weaken. Is that a high price to pay? Wear and tear on the soul, disagreement for the heart, energy expended for nothing, however, the feeling of wanting to disappear is a great sign: I have not yet become stone, I am still here. me, somewhere.
When I want to disappear, do I just do everything I can to do the massacres of the day?Interesting!
When I start to turn into stone, either by external or internal circumstances, or by disappointments, failures, depression or whatever, I jump. Yes, I jump in myself: I do something different, something very good, for me. selfishness, we all need it.
I challenge myself to have better thoughts, ignore situations and facts about which I have no control, highlight the qualities of others and mine too, do I talk to someone inspired or read inspiring stories, invention activities, a walk, someone?at an event, to meet people I’ve never seen?I exercise so as not to complain, not to demand too much from life, to review my dreams and look for the one who is as hidden as forgotten by the weight of daily obligations. I say a new prayer, I make an appointment with my protective angel (yes, you should too!), and I reconnect the ends.
Jump, walk and things get better again. The heart beats again, the passion for life takes on a new meaning.
There is no recipe to reverse the “I want to disappear” effect, but we all have an obligation to be a little selfish and to disappear, on occasion, from what makes us rocks: robots without wanting to do tasks, individuals “whatever”. , without will.
It’s not easy, but you have to find your way to disappear before he disappears alone and turns into stone without even realizing it.
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