I cannot count on the fingers of my hands when I have failed wonderfully in my life, nor do I know how many times I have not met the expectations of the people around me, in fact, I can say that I have reached the heart of failure.
I was rebellious in my own way, with cause and without it, I made unforgivable mistakes and others that took time to assimilate, I exchanged forgiveness for the hope that the fact would be forgotten, for the very inertia that occurs during the accumulation of memories. .
- I have been through unnecessarily serious difficulties.
- But the worst thing is that the worst consequences of these complications in which I found myself were paid by the people around me.
- And for which I accepted the offer of “Shield”.
I’ve lost the North more than once. Also the south, east and west. I opened my hands and dropped everything, which was random and random. I’m talking about important things, the ones that leave scars, the ones that just go back and go.
I was able to get back what I had lost but out of pride I didn’t want it back, I ripped myself and bit, and that’s a pain for which I have to serve my time, because I’m the only one who I usually tell you, first of all, that our ineptitude is bad for us and then for others.
The mental signs would be lacking if I wanted to sort out the moments when in my life I didn’t live up to my expectations, I don’t know how many times I’ve drunk from the bottle of defeat, which it seems. the worst syrup we used when we were kids. Well, adult flavors don’t get much better either.
Disappointments always cause the same anger, even if you’ve accumulated different kaleidoscopes to see them.
Occasionally, when I stop and look forward, I am aware that I still have many disappointments to live with, what supports me is that not everything is that, there are many more.
From an early age they evaluate our work, wanting to learn to compare ourselves to others and to compete, then you learn that you started life learning very badly and that no one can compare with anyone, in fact, no one is more than himself, nor more than his situation.
So you understand that most of what they said is also disappointing, and you start to understand that if there’s no choice but to be yourself, it’s worth dreaming a little about the possibility of being?strange and different, you may disappoint those who have stopped to think about what you would be in a few years.
When I understood this, the hardness of my disappointments increased by several degrees, I could no longer blame anyone because I chose to take responsibility, I changed my warm clothes to try to learn everything from defeats.
I placed the center of gravity of my emotions on me and then I started to be more emotionally stable.
I don’t know what’s going to happen, because we don’t really have a future out of our heads, but so far I think it’s been worth doing this exercise honestly.
You can ask all the people you want for advice, you can know if the road has many slopes uphill or downhill or ask the sky where the wind blows. Do you analyze the circumstances? Your situation? One by one and quietly, but you choose the address.
So when you need to declare victory, defeat or a little of both, you’ll feel all the intensity and nothing you’ve invested will have been in vain, it’ll never be a disappointment again.