I am tired of hearing the word crazy and, besides, hearing it so ill-employed, it is like a decontextualized and misused chorus, which only pleases the ears of the ignorant, but that draws much attention to those who know reality more thoroughly.
Crazy, insane, strange, different, weird, boring, deranged, dangerous, unbalanced, manic, crazy, schizophrenic, crazy, crazy, bipolar, paranoid, slow, sick, psychopathic, crazy, crazy, crazy, crazy, delusional, delusional.
- “They call me crazy because I live in a messy way.
- Out of my time.
- By impulses.
- In my own way.
- -Juan Ramón Marcos Sánchez.
- Dialogues with my conscience.
Ignorance can be cured in words. Stay away from false stigmas and myths, come closer and know the reality first hand and, if possible, with your own hands, I only ask you to let go of old concepts to open yourself to a whole new but already existing world for many people.
I know there’s nothing wrong with that kind of confusion, although sometimes I think otherwise, I’m not going to deny that the crazy word has hurt me several times, made me feel strange, different and unworthy, it’s an unpleasant feeling that it’s very hard to get used to.
I have learned, as I hope that you too can learn, that a single word can have many meanings, that from a distance everything can seem confusing and different, but as you approach, begins what has been seen from a blurry and distant view. to be clear and detailed.
A word cannot express all the meaning it can contain. I suffered, I cried, I found myself trapped in a dead end maze, there were days when I really thought I was throwing in the towel, giving up, leaving everything because nothing made sense, in fact, nothing had really made sense. .
If I went at any time, there were people around me who reminded me that there was another way, that it wasn’t worth giving up, to everyone who came to me instead of pushing me down the balcony, I can only thank them with all my heart.
Very few of us are fighting a lot. But I was strengthened from battle, with wounds and scars showing how hard I fought to the end, and the effort was not in vain. Today I’m strong and what disappointed me yesterday is part of my routine.
It was very difficult for me to realize who I am and accept myself, the comments of others have aroused many doubts, brought me a lot of suffering and made me question, question every small part of my being, it was a path full of injuries, falls and collisions, but in the end I finally managed to reach my goal.
Today I’m sure I’m not a perfect person, but to this day I haven’t met anyone who is. Failure and, like all other human beings, error. I correct my mistakes, although sometimes I realize it too late. I hope you understand, stay by my side anyway and don’t turn your back on me.
I will not cease to be who I am just for the pleasure of others, I feel lucky to have discovered who I am and to enjoy every part of me unreservedly, I did not come into this world to please anyone and be as they want it to be. This is me. I would like you to love me too, but just as I accept myself, I also accept that it is not possible to please everyone.
If you’re happy to give me an adjective, I won’t be the one to stop you. You can call me one way or another if you feel safer. To reduce my world to a word is to take refuge behind it. Say I’m crazy if you want to, but if you do, you need to know what that word really means.
Crazy, strong, brave, kind, peaceful, supportive, unique, combative, capable, educated, careful, responsible, applied, peaceful, amazing, available, attentive, wonderful, warrior, tenacious, original, hard, meticulous, gentle, graceful, human, sensitive, interesting, exceptional.