Today I woke up earlier than usual, opened the window, there was fog and sun between two clouds holding hands and holding this embarrassed glow?I feel so aimless: I put on this old black coat, warm and still containing your perfume, since the last time I shared that cold night, that our bodies and souls became a torrid winter night!
Where the rain was heard outside, it was mistaken for our groans and our laughter!And your perfume mixes with mine every time I wear this coat and you know, I always insist on wearing it in the morning, so I wake up more inspired and comforted just thinking that one day we exist, we just already exist.
- Did the hours turn into minutes.
- Nights in days and only our world existed?Remember.
- When you called in the middle of the night just to open the door.
- You said you couldn’t sleep without kissing me first.
- And how many times have I been awake.
- Waiting for the phone to ring and ask me to open the door for you.
- How many times have I wanted your kiss to be wet and full of so much fire.
- But with a unique tenderness.
And do you know what makes you such a special woman? Do you know what makes you special? Your fire is confused and mixed with a totally antagonistic tenderness and sweetness, but of extraordinary perfection! You always haunted me when you said you loved me more. than ever, but with that sweetness in your eyes! So many times I have called you crazy, because you made me do things I never imagined! Leaving home in the middle of the night just to catch the rain on your face and walk with the wind hand in hand with you! Worst of all, I couldn’t say no!
We were one, two souls that we joined, supplemented and balanced, everything one did not have, the other managed to achieve it twice!What a perfect symbiosis every time we shared the blanket that was on the couch of your house and you stayed so many secrets with you!And so many times our accomplice has laughter, tears, love, love, disappointment, victories with him, I’ve kept it to this day, you think?
And she sleeps with me and every time I don’t feel safe, I snuggle up in it, you know me, you know me!Protect me, cover me, just like you, only you can do!have you always had about me? Your hands were like cotton every time they touched my body, worried about yours, worried about you!You know this time you wanted to go to the beach on a Friday night and we were having sex among the waves and you made me count to 7, because it was on the seventh wave of the sea that you wanted to throw the rose that I offered you in the street, when we found this Indian gentleman selling roses for 5 euros?
The power of our love surpassed all those vicissitudes that crossed the road, so many nights that I couldn’t sleep because you weren’t there, I had fears, fears that only you understood and knew my mind so well.
It’s you I chose to join me on this journey that is life!Do you know how much you miss me?Do you have any idea what it’s like to fall asleep without love for yourself and for the one who sleeps long before you turn off the light?I can’t accept that I let you go, I can’t accept that you abandoned me in this unbearable way!
I don’t have you anymore, we don’t have any more. You were sudden and unfair, I know I have to accept this sad result for an almost perfect story!Is it today? I decided to write to you, I decided to throw away the cover of memories, I decided never to put this old coat back on, I decided to remind you, as my best memory, as my only true story of love and madness!
And today, my love, I cry all the tears in our photo during the last summer holidays and try to comfort my pain in your sweet gaze and your tender smile, but whose rebellious hair touched by the wind makes me so eager to have you. on me again! Today you are up there and you look at me through this shameful sun, how lucky everyone who has the gift of your company has!I bet you call someone at night to take a look at the other part of the sky, which is the least angelic, the least heavenly.
You’re playing with fire, aren’t you? That’s when I feel possessed by a huge desire of yours, but today I will let you go forever, I will always have you in me, I will always have you in me until death leads me to you and we can kiss you in silence and stay there in our eternity!Because today I can see that those we love don’t die, they leave just before us. You left before me, but you’re still with me!
Pd. I love you. Get a good night’s sleep