It’ll be several years and I’ll die. This may be my definitive ending, but until then, every day will be the sum of the great story of my life, every beginning and every ending, a story that I want to live and that consists of many other stories marked by moments, feelings and experiences that begin and end as well.
So it starts and ends, the experiences overlap and none leave me indifferent, because they have time to contribute what they should and then leave. The worst thing I can do in this regard, I’ve always known, is still believe that something lasts when it’s over.
- To assume that delivery is not an option is one of the premises that I always remember.
- In this context I find very appropriate.
- Because it was precisely when I realized that I accepted that something was ending that I felt most that I did not have.
- Surrendered.
“Nothing is lost if you have the courage to proclaim that everything is lost and that you have to start over. “
? Julio Cortzar?
It is not an option to believe that reality is not what it really is: I force myself to accept that there are people who leave, or that I can go myself, that there are cities that I have to leave behind or that something that was once, can no longer be. In other words, it’s not about starting from scratch, it’s about learning to be who I am and who I can be with.
Misunderstanding makes it difficult to finish something that caused me insecurity, disorientation and pain: we all see each other in mazes, located right at the exit door, but without the keys that would allow us to go out and continue.
In those moments I, like all of us, saw nothing clear and the extremes seemed to extend over time, without definitively concluding anything. I realized, only when I got to the bottom of what was going on, that I had to take the reins of my life and strive to completely close this open end.
? I’m a little hurt, but not dead
I’m going to go to bed and bleed a little.
But soon I’ll get up to fight again.
? John Dryden?
Resilience is what gives us strength and helps us to be reflected in the well, to learn from what we see, in this way, even if the misunderstanding cut off my smile at some point, I discovered that I can still smile: although everything is lost, I can find myself.
After all my efforts, I surpassed my ends and, with them, my past: I understood that an end is the opportunity to relive another beginning. You can do this, too. You can remember, when you need it, that similar idea that to give you a new day you must have seen what it was like last night.
Every day is an opportunity for you to be your best start, in any field, or to keep what makes you happy, there’s no need to lose the certainty that we’ve taken our strengths out of the bad times we thought we didn’t have and that we’ve rebuilt values that were blocked.
Time and events go hand in hand with change and people change with it too. We grow and learn from the mistakes we make that people make with us, live and dream of with the happiness we have and offer. better start, your best start.
“My past is not a memory, it is the force that sustains me, encourages me and guides me, not that I understand where it takes me, but as in every story, the past needs determination, because the past is the beginning. ?
? Samus Aran?