You’ll lose every detail.
The way he pronounced his name, deep breathing in his sleep, messy hair, wrinkled face and clumsy manners.
You’ll miss the big details
You’ll miss how he spent hours stroking your hair, until you fell asleep, how he hugged you and told you how much he needed you.
We’ll miss your best friend, your best lover and the woman you could share all the details of your life with.
You’ll wonder how he always tried to surprise you, you’ll miss the nights when he stayed up late, just to watch football with you, how he danced funny just to make you laugh, yes, you’ll miss his laughter.
You will miss the conversations at dawn, the kisses in the morning, and every second between night and day.
The fights, the complications, the jealousy, all the tantrums and the dramas that drove you crazy.
Because you never knew what you had in your hands until you realized she was coming out the front door, and no matter how much you ask, or implosion, when she says goodbye, she doesn’t look back.
Maybe it’s not your fault, maybe it’s not his fault, does it happen sometimes when you least expect it?
All I know is that your life will never be the same again when it leaves.