You were a wonderful person and I was someone who likes to absorb everything others can give me, that’s the main reason I said it would be forever, even when you were no longer here.
Besides, I’m a little talker, but when I have the courage to say something important, I take the risks that come with it.
You who have been a part of my life and who have helped me understand, will always be with me.
“Every person who goes through our lives is unique. He always leaves a little bit of himself and takes a little from us. There will be those who take too much and there will be those who will leave nothing. Is this proof that two souls, are not by any chance?
-Jorge Luis Borges-
One of the consequences of my unconditional support is simply writing to him now that he is no longer here.
I wanted to tell you that you helped me grow as a person, when we plan a future with someone else, their absence makes us grow.
Learning to be without you made me realize that every distance is not absence, not all silence is forgotten. In fact, I’ve matured, but I haven’t learned to say goodbye.
I refuse to believe that farewell makes us more mature, you took a piece of me and although we treat each other like strangers, I don’t know and I don’t want to disconnect from someone who’s part of who I am.
With each passing day, I am more certain that we are the stories, the people and the memories that have shaped our lives. We relive through memories: we remember happy moments and we smile, we look for sad memories and we suffer.
“And when we shake our “memory box, ” the memories that end up shaking us?
-Andres Castuera Micher-
When I said it was forever, I knew it was worth preserving our good memories, no matter what happened between us, they are very valuable to me, who would cross the world if necessary.
When I say it’s forever, it doesn’t mean I still like it, but no matter how we are today, even though I’m no longer here, it was very important to meet you and I’ll never forget you.
This is proof that the heart can be the size we want. I know when you’ve been through my life, you made it bigger, but when it disappeared, I didn’t let it diminish.
What happened to me happened to others throughout life: there is always room in the heart for good memories and we have the power to prioritize them.
“Is there a very special place in my heart for those people who were with me in my worst moments and loved me anyway?.
-Anonymous-
It can be difficult to maintain a “forever” but remember that the things that value us are the ones that cost us the most.
Over time I realized that having someone who loves us at a difficult time is all we need, so there are people like you, whom my heart doesn’t forget because they don’t want to forget.
Now I know that I keep this forever, that I promised you is not an effort, but to thank, forgive and realize who I was and who I am today.