Until recently, I didn’t justify friendship much. Friends to me were people who listened to me, smiled and had fun with me, if all went well, we’d see each other all the time. If things started to get weird, it disappeared and the friendship was over. End. One thing I’ve always noticed is that most of the friendships I had in this scheme wanted absurd things (I know today) in return: that I pay for drinks; Access to the holidays or who was the obedient friend?And I did. Unconsciously, I knew if I didn’t do that, I wouldn’t have these people around. He thought it was strange for someone to say he had childhood friends. I was wondering if there would be any, too. Then the transitions began.
Just over 4 years ago I began to see the emptiness of these relationships consciously and cleaned up, slowly. Gradually I noticed that among the people around me there were some who really loved me, I thought it was great. But I was too involved in work, marriage and other things I couldn’t focus on so much, but I already knew how to differentiate who, was it real?And who was a lie. And then came the divorce, the money ran out, the prestige of the old jobs too, self-esteem was was wasted and, believe me, the list of friends went from tens to very few, but I discovered another category: angels.
- As children we learn to believe in blond angels.
- With baby faces and white wings.
- Although we will never see them.
- We know that they are there to protect us.
- Whatever the circumstances.
- So we grew up and discovered that we have different types of angels: spirits.
- Ancestors.
- Our parents? and the incarnated.
- Evolved spirits that are on earth to do good.
- As difficult as it may seem to find them in this world.
- We have been conditioned to always see the negative side of things.
- They are everywhere.
- But you have to be prepared.
Talking about friends again, when things got harder than I could conceive at the time, my friends gave me a lot of strength, but the angels around me helped me change my life, I joke that God has prepared a working group to take advantage of me at that time. In addition to my mother and aunts, three friends who, not by chance, are brothers to each other, supported me by supporting me, with the help of a great psychologist, so that I could take care of myself. of my mental health, first, then physical health.
It’s been a long and exciting process. There have been many steps but I will mention some parts of the process: did I not lack food, affection, care, understanding, respect, attention, love?I thought the people who disappeared left because of me and I didn’t deserve it from their “friendship. “Then these angels introduced me to other excellent people who also became my friends. And you know what these angels, friends and new friends have asked me in return?Can I go back down the path I knew I’d lost, can I learn to love this person who writes to you?And I didn’t disappoint them.
If today I write to you to help women and men overcome adversity it is because they have helped me, if I love myself and value myself as I do today it is because I was loved and appreciated, if I remember this Being who lives in me and guides me all the time towards evolution, it is because this Being does not forget me for a second , because I am part of it and he is me, so my page is open so that people who want to talk, talk, discover new things can look for me. There’s a lot of love in every word I write.
I lost people’s fear and started trusting them more
I found out that yes, I had very good childhood friends and I started to trust them more and open myself up to listen and be heard.
I discovered that changing the world starts with ourselves, I discovered that the more love we give, the more we receive (like anything else), so I feel ready to say yes, we are surrounded by angels. eyes and your heart.
Thank you! Namaste