To you who left almost without saying goodbye, which after so much reduced everything to something insignificant, I follow and still do not understand how it is possible to go from the hot to the cold in seconds, how can a look lose its brightness in a single day and the words it built can turn into bullets in my heart?
Yes, it’s yours, when did you change your mind?How could I still believe that what we had was authentic and true?Why didn’t you tell me when you started realizing that our security mechanism was no longer protecting us?
- I’ll probably find myself unanswered.
- With thousands of doubts and the feeling of guilt that crushes me.
- One day I’ll think it was me.
- Another day I might think it was you.
- Us.
- Or just the time and routine.
- Days I will realize that it is of no use to overlook it other than to cause me more anguish.
- More suffering and.
- Of course.
- To keep it more alive.
- If only in memories.
To you who left almost without saying goodbye, who immediately left me and offered me uncertainty as an answer, when did you change your mind?
Yes, it’s yours. Whoever imagined the future with me smiling made me dream of travel, unique moments and unconditional accompaniment, this has included me in his daily life, in his new projects and even in his fantasies.
In fact, you nurtured our dreams more than I did, you reminded me how beautiful we had and you said that nothing and no one would beat us, you were the one who told me that all you needed was what I made you feel. . Sometimes it calms, sometimes peace, tranquility, passion and desire. Overcoming and motivating, but above all I appreciate.
I refuse to think that you erased everything at once, not only what we said to ourselves, but also what we conveyed through gestures and hugs, the desire to conquer the world, to sit together on the sofa with our eyes closed, to take our hands. , to kiss, to undress, to make jokes for hours, to bite and hold on to bed a few millimetres away to make sure we were going to wake up together in the morning. I won’t.
Maybe it was like that, I’m not going to rule it out either, but it’s hard to believe that the happy times that we had passed overnight. Call me incredulous or ignorant, but feelings dominate and I have a bad habit of always surrendering to your trials.
What aren’t you risking? Do not lose or win; suffers and doesn’t like it. ?? Pablo Arribas?
You who left almost without saying goodbye. This letter is for you, these letters inspired by a love that seemed to have no end.
I still don’t understand how this crack appeared, this lack of will and the fact of wanting to end everything that united us, but what kills me the most is the uncertainty of not knowing your reasons, or even trying, this is the first time that the storm hits us.
The struggle is the force that sustains the backbone of couples, at least those who have grown in well-being and who do not allow themselves to be abandoned in one stroke, those who know that strength is made of union, that dreams become extinct when love evolves. , but this can revive the soul.
Forgive me, but I don’t understand, is it impossible to lock something, without a lock?You’ve decided to leave it open. And it’s even harder when the opportunity to sit and talk, to clarify what happened, doesn’t even go through his head.
Now, don’t think I don’t regret all the damage I’ve done to you, I know that at one point my actions didn’t match what you expected, but the truth is, I needed you to tell me. I’m not perfect. A word, a gesture, a small sign . . . something to tell me what you think of the naivety of my actions. I don’t have a magic wand, unfortunately.
I want to apologize, because I didn’t mean to hurt you, I’m sorry if that was the case, but I still don’t understand this sudden situation, if there had been an earlier conflict it would have been easier to understand, or if we had taken that discomfort away for a long time. But the same day you took my hand, did you say you loved me and that I was part of your dreams?leave everything at night.
Yes, it’s yours. It was almost without saying goodbye. I address you because your absence hurts me, hurts me and makes me grow and widen the feeling of emptiness, because I love you, I miss you and I miss you.
“Everyone has a cabin in their heart where they take refuge when it rains a lot outside. “